So I got this ol’ head

So I got this ol’ head. I don’t know why I keep her. Frankly, I think it’s one of those notches on the old belt things she’s defiantly not the same thing I normally go for. She’s got 11 years on me, she’s white, she’s established, she’s got a bad little body, attractive; she’s enough to make an old rich white man feel some kind of way, seeing her walk down the street with a younger, poorer black man, What’s crazy is how I meet her, What can I say, the curiosity of commercials got to me, to make things worse, I would recommend giving the site a try. So after going back and forth a couple messages we decided she would drive by, I would come out and say hi, just so we could put a face to the messages we were exchanging nightly. At this point, I wasn’t feeling too strong one way or another I just wanted to see how long I could keep this thing going with an older woman. Stroke my ego a hit a little entertainment, why not? She pulls up, brand new Benz, I know better then to act impressed, so I didn’t, secretly I was. She got out the car to give me a hug… Damn, sweetheart is bad.

She’s has one of those bubbly personalities, which isn’t bad for a guy like myself I’m as care free as they come. I like the way she carries herself, something that probably came with age. For the most part I’m spoiled by women. The problem is they all start to look the same. If that makes sense, if it normally takes about a week or two to fuck, any women who gives it up with-in the first 2 weeks won’t be able to separate herself for the rest of them. I mean, I will appreciate the love; but the long term is not going to look so hot. That’s universal I don’t care who or how bad she is. This girl inherently knew better, she likes to stay in public places and I respect that. The thing is I just don’t know how long I want to pretend acting like the age don’t matter when it does, chilling hanging out, I can do that. I’m not so sure I can do anything more, I care a lot less about the interracial dating thing then more sisters would care to hear about. I do think there is an issue if you’re a black guy and you only date white girls, and vice versa, that would seem to me like an underlying identity issue. Aside from that choose whomever you feel well be most responsible with your heart. I’m just not sure if I’m cool with my lady being 11 years older then me. Chances are she might start asking for a kid with in a year smh. Plus, she’s 11 years older then me! When I know good and well there are a lot of girls out there. I can find someone with as much energy as me. Someone, who understands where I am in life, I’m still in the turning my dreams into reality part of life. A complete assumption by myself on her ability to understand, I know. I never claimed to know what I’m doing, what I do know is, Shorty ass is fat…


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